pain

a fervent emotion

that sucks the notions
of happiness and glee
and make you die deep

they say pain has many forms
some repairable some not
some forgettable some not
some bearable some some not

pain o pain!!why everyone avoids you
it is your presence that makes people search for a happy hue
your inevitability is the greatest boon i suppose
that stands between ecstasy and succumb

even i too have cursed you at times
as you played a perfect antagonist many times
but it was a lesson concealed behind your advent
that affected every time my past,future,and the present

"bear me and you bear yourself"your concealed words
goshh!!i couldnt decipher you,you were'nt heard
your valleys were silent with only miles to walk
a teary lesson that we silently talked

but those things made it what i am
a silent willful vowed sane
who has got out of every rattrap that held him
and pain by my side as a silent benefactor within.

memories

as i sat besides gushing waters,

And thought about the things that matters,

lost in the sounds of waters,

I recounted the old memories,

Those silly things me and my friends did,

The people were hell tired and pissed,

Those bizzare funny pranks,

Would make even satan blank

The get togethers and the jolly dinners,

That would wait for us in eager,

As we made our way to home,

With uncontrolable hunger.

We would be there with each other in sorrows,

And comfort each other with palpable laughs,

And the pains would vanish never to return

As i recounted these memories i understood this,

The nearest ones are always in sight never to be missed,

As the waters grew denser,

my memories decreased,

And i lay down in peace waiting for those things to happen again.

independence

independence yeah!!!what a nice word
for some it may sound absurd
freedom means a fantastic life
a life of joy a life of half strife

but at what cost o man!!think once
many greats had to waltz with grim's tunes
the blood of so many
carve the freedom glory


the road to independence was a great tiring bloody walk
which we only on occasions talk
though we think we are free
but we are puppets of atrocious system which is so called "FREE"

hear my people!if you truly have to liberate
unite unanimously to this date
and ponder over what we have to act
to make the sacrifices worth it,and fight

shake the daft and grip each others
and act for a truly independent future
free from apartheid,atrocity and communal rupture
then we could proudly say
the independence is on our way!!

Woman

ohhh!! see those golden bangles,
that is carved exquisitely from so many angles,
that smile which speaks volumes of emotions,
and bitter sweet of everyday notions,


but a sad transition could be felt always,
as to something that has been bugging her,
even amongst her kins she feels void,
a something paranoic grips her tight.


she thinks of her past a past filled with pain
treachery,wretchedness and disdain
she was abused alas!! those evil shadows
that promised her safe and happy meadows

a pearl of sweat rushes down her beating throat
as she carries on her "I AM HAPPY" act
what has life come to her
this she doesnt seemed to decipher

as people laughed with her,she laughed more
but a deep sorrow grew and washed her heart ashore
what a dilemma o god!!she thought
she couldnt share her pain that she unknowingly bought

her husband constantly eyes her
for a chance to catch her with some folly
and this dreads her regularly
imaginig the horrors of aftermath that would happen inevitably


how long could she take this?it was enough
but amidst the shackles of so called traditions she was deaf
to her own pains
and it seemed she will carry on eternally this useless painful responsibility in no sanes!!

the wish

an angel came up and sat next to me
i was in disbelief and clearly wasnt at all ready
asked me to make a wish and it will be granted
anything that i had always wanted

as i was to open my mouth
a small child came up all down and out
asked for some food and helplessly looke upon me
his sight weaved with great pains and agony
the whole world was a cruel place for him
and bereft of all luxuries walking on a tiny beam
of hope and want
and though shant
never be happy again
i studied this creature deeply
and completely forgot the moments with angel before
and looked upon the truth o creepy!!

that there were thousands of destitute
waiting to be uplifted and care
to cover their helpless wretched bare
i came back from my thoughts and cried from inside
"why this filthy diabolical divide??"

"o angel if you could give this kid what he wants"-i pleaded to her
make his life happy and full of prosper
she smiled,her mission was over
if you could urge people to be compassionate
and care the needy the destitute the frail
your wish would be more than granted
and your soul will be at peace that you had always wanted

puffff!!!i wokeup from my dream
but a dream that was more than real
that had taught me something
deep and engaging
if i could share peace and happiness that will surely make me release
and grant me my long wanted wish!!!